miércoles

Hace tiempo una canción no me daba pena...
Me retuerce el corazón diciendo entre letras "¿Te identificas?"...
Y quizás, puede, tal vez, que sea bastante mamoncita...
Pero aún así...
Es placer escucharla una y otra vez...
Leer pensando "¿Qué habrá sentido cuando tomó el lápiz y comenzó a escribir?"...
Porque uno no dice "Goodbye my lover" todos los días...
Y como hoy hace frío...
Me dan ganas de sentir un abrazo apretado...
Me dan ganas de tomar un tazón de café...
Me dan ganas de mirar unos ojitos brillositos...
Me dan ganas de escuchar la canción junto a "él"...
Y decirle: "Tranquilo que eso nunca nos pasará"...
Pero, ¿Cómo saberlo?...
Me dejo de hipotesis un poco tontas...
Abro el Ares y su respectivo Playlist...
La busco, bajo, entre canciones de Miranda! y Los Bunkers...
Sigo...
Sigo...
Y sigo...
Hasta que mi última canción dice "James Blunt - 04 - Goodbye my lover"...
Se me aprieta la guata...
Como si inocentemente pensara que me la canta a mi...
Doble click y podría largarme a llorar...
Pero espero...
Un poquito...
Siento mi piel de gallina...
Y listo...
Aprieto el botón de Play...
Y comienza a sonar esa melodía casi de lluvia...
Y dice...

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won...
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care...
You touched my heart you touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you...
I've kissed your lips and held your head
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
I know you well, I know your smell
I've been addicted to you...
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me...
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be...
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
I'd be the father of your child
I'd spend a lifetime with you...
I know your fears and you know mine
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true
I cannot live without you...
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me...
And I still hold your hand in mine
In mine when I'm asleep
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet...
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me...
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow...
Y así termina mi éxtasis...

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